~it is a CROOKEY road!

I have been experiencing this for days now. This happen after the first purged I did when I was real drunk. I think it was the all-boys-night-out and I decided to come by since I am a bit bored and I went into a fight with my Mom. As much as I could remember, I have not eaten the whole day and just lite for supper. After my shift ends, I went to see some friends. Red Horse is the only friend you can turn to in times of friends get together. So after 3 bottles, I’m good.

That was the first encounter where I forced my body to take out whatever I took in using my index finger.

The second was during a friend’s son’s birthday. After a tequila night, I purged. First I thought, I was having a symptoms of being bulimic but thanks to my friends, it made clear that I am not.

Then the third time was during a videoke session with, again, these friends and some of my friends’ friends who ended to be my friends. I tried hiding it, but pretty sure it was obvious that I was drunk. I frequently visited the rest room just to puke until I can puke no more.

Now, everytime I eat, I feel like throwing up. I have to eat for nurishment but I want throw up because my body does not want to take it in. Still I need to eat. Tried asking for some friends of what this shit I am in but they seem to have no idea. I am not bulimic nor anorhexic. I don’t have any idea too!

O dear, hope this goes away tomorrow. T_T