Just One of my Shenanigans

OH MY GOD! I am in LOVE. ♥ ♥ ♥ Yes! I never thought I would be so in love that I forgot I had loved before. It feels like the first time. Like it is the first beat. I’m feeling like I want to write a song. A song of my love. Though I know this is just another shenanigans.

I thought I was exclusively loving this guy whom I adored so much that I forgot it was wrong. Then this other guy came and I fell for him. Now, I know I am in love. And I love entertaining the emotion. I have not felt it for a long time.

The guy does not know that I am falling for him. Gosh, it was just a stupid crush. Then I just realized it one day that I love him. But I don’t want him to know. I don’t want him to feel anything. I just want to entertain my feeling but not his. In short..I don’t want to get hurt. I am just enjoying the fact that this heart can still beat. That someone and not the coffee made it palpitate. Naks! I am enjoying it.

I’ll blog about this feeling. I’ll share it to everyone who bumps into this page the story of my one side romance. The “pakilig” effects. So So HIGH SCHOOL.

Jah bless this love.. !!

Come to think of it, I just thought I was. I was not. It was not love after all. May be it was just a mere infatuation mistaken for love.

Just got my head bruised right now. Done thinking of how it went like it was love but it was not. I should have thought harder.

4 Comments

  • mitch wrote:

    sure lageh?? wla na sa uso itsapapercut.. hahaha

  • brunz wrote:

    hahahha, is he the one ur with when you went to “*****” aw..hehehhe..

    just like the feeling of adding a little “?” in the air.. hahhahaha

  • ahahah.. that’s a tough question eh? well .. ako nalang nya ihong-hong nimo brunz ig uli.. hehhe

  • brunz wrote:

    wahehehhehe..
    miz that kind of feeling ai..lolz

Post a Comment

Your email is never shared. Required fields are marked *