I really love to go. I am craving to go. But then I can’t. There are a lot of things I need to consider. I do not want to be overpowered by my want. I want to think. I want to use the gift God has given me. The wisdom to be able to know what is right and what is wrong. Now, I am fighting hysteria.
UBEC’s gonna hit the beach and I am here inside the four corners of my room thinking ways to escape. Do I have to? Can I do that? Can I leave my mother knowing nothing about my whereabouts? Oh, shit.. My brain is hurting and why am I listening to this MANIC MONDAY music? It is not even Monday! OH DEAR!
I asked few friends. First person.. Zoe..
Calling ZOE…………..
Connected to Zoe:
“Adik, adto tag Sta. Fe nah? Uli lang tah dayon. Hoy!”
Call was ended
I don’t know if I ended it or she did or just the connection.
Second person. Emman. YM conversation.
Legends:
Crookey (meme)
Emman (lotsoj)
meemee (3/30/2010 7:52:07 AM): mo adto kog sta fe or dili?
meemee (3/30/2010 7:52:16 AM): 9 man siguro
meemee (3/30/2010 7:52:20 AM): la ko sure
meemee (3/30/2010 7:52:21 AM): hehe
lotsoj (3/30/2010 7:52:22 AM): mag unsa man ka dd2?
meemee (3/30/2010 7:52:29 AM): akong mga amigo mo adto
meemee (3/30/2010 7:52:33 AM): karon mga 9am
lotsoj (3/30/2010 7:55:26 AM): nusa mo ad2?i uban ko nimo?
lotsoj (3/30/2010 7:55:27 AM): lol
lotsoj (3/30/2010 7:55:32 AM): edz: mo adto kog sta fe or dili?
meemee (3/30/2010 7:55:33 AM): jajaja
lotsoj (3/30/2010 7:55:38 AM): ask ka na ko?
meemee (3/30/2010 7:55:39 AM): hehehe
meemee (3/30/2010 7:55:40 AM): uu
meemee (3/30/2010 7:55:43 AM): ask ko
meemee (3/30/2010 7:55:48 AM): ngayo kog opinion
lotsoj (3/30/2010 7:55:51 AM): nano man, pa advice ka?
lotsoj (3/30/2010 7:55:55 AM): hehe
lotsoj (3/30/2010 7:55:58 AM): unsa man tua dd2?
meemee (3/30/2010 7:56:00 AM): 1000 nalang mani akong kwarta gud
meemee (3/30/2010 7:56:09 AM): then 1 week sila adto
meemee (3/30/2010 7:56:12 AM): murag ma BI ko
meemee (3/30/2010 7:56:22 AM): kay duty pa baya april 1
meemee (3/30/2010 7:56:23 AM): so
meemee (3/30/2010 7:56:25 AM): di jud
meemee (3/30/2010 7:56:37 AM): di jud ko dapat magpa BI sah?
lotsoj (3/30/2010 7:56:38 AM): sus maria, ayaw padala ana, basin ang outcome is bad experience noon
meemee (3/30/2010 7:56:45 AM): lage
meemee (3/30/2010 7:56:49 AM): kulang kaayo sa oras
meemee (3/30/2010 7:56:53 AM): di lang ko padala
lotsoj (3/30/2010 7:56:58 AM): there are always better ways to enjoy
lotsoj (3/30/2010 7:57:02 AM): hehe
lotsoj (3/30/2010 7:57:08 AM): lakaw na lang ta ugma
lotsoj (3/30/2010 7:57:10 AM): wahihihi
meemee (3/30/2010 7:58:20 AM): librehan ko nimo?
…the rest is history!
Emman advised me not to go. So that is a vote for not going. I need more people!
Third person. Adolfo. This time it is text messaging. But it is much confidential to post it here so all in all. He advised me to follow my heart. What I want to do and then learn from whatever consequences it may give me. But then, as I was explaining to him the situation, I just realized I should never be going. There are things that needs to be done and one of it is staying behind. BUT I STILL WANT TO GO!
Then Zoe came in. The line “Gasto ka ig Team Building next week, gasto napud ka karon.” Oh. That is it. I know it is not about money but it matters. I do not go off wasting my money. So I decided to stay. Eat pork with Miguel. Good thing I got Miguel by my side.
wow! beach!
Absolutely with you it agree. I like this idea, I completely with you agree.