A line from the famous song “Sorry Seems to Be the Hardest Word” by Blue and Sir Elton John. I kind of like to use this line to express how hard it is to say sorry especially for those who does not deserve it.

This is not about a love story. I had enough of sorry story but this one? It is different.

I am proud of my color, my race, my place and my language. I am from Cebu and I will always love Cebu for the rest of my life.

I am Cebu so if someone throws a blow about Cebu and Cebuano? It means war to me. I may not use guns and bullets but I can use my words to kill. However I will not do that.

To cut it short, it is hard to say SORRY to you Ms. GLORIA DIAZ. You may think that Cebuanos may have misinterpreted what you have said and you might feel really wronged about that, well you are not.

On the interview you were using English as a medium to tell everyone the ideas you have in mind. What you did not do was to think before opening your mouth. A wrong choice or words may send a different message to those who hears it. It was shown on the national T.V. so you should’ve prepared what to say, at least. Because you were once on the stage facing great number of people and about to answer a nerve rocking question, then you should have learned how to organize your thoughts. Organize in the manner that everyone will understand you and wont misinterpret what you have said.

Base on the result? Maypa nagtagalog nalang ka kay masabtan paka ug tarong. Wala untay mahitabong sayop nga interprestasyon sa imong mga pulong.

You cannot blame Cebuanos for hitting on you. You hurt them first.

I started disconnecting from the people I am used to hangout with. It does not make any sense but I am acknowledging the feeling, and I like it. I like it this way. Being far from the crowd. Aloof. Alone. In solitude. It is intoxicating.

“WINNING, HILARIOUS AND HEARTWARMING!” -usa today

Well, I just got the line from the box.

The movie is a about the Hoover (dysfunctional) family who loves each other despite of how weird they stick around together. The father Richard who is a lecturer on winners and losers and really a negative ass but at the end, he did a role of becoming the father.

Then the mother, Sheryl who is a chain-smoking housewife and a good mother. She keeps shouting at his husband like the way wives are to their husbands if something does not turns out right.

The uncle is Frank who is a suicidal homo. He is intelligent though but he is a dumb ass in handling his emotions.

The brother, Dwayne who decided to rebel and stop talking until his parents will allow him to go into the Air Force. He has 20/20 vision but a damn color blind so he decided to talk since he wont be able to make it to Air Force if he is color blind.

The grandpa is none other than Edwin whom I get a lot of good lines from this movie. The best one is:

“Do you know what a loser is? A real loser is somebody who is so afraid of not winning they don’t even try..”

Well the grandpa is the one who taught Olive her talent and she is real proud of it. This grandpa taught me that heroine is bad unless you are old enough to try it like himself. KUDOS.

Now our Little Miss Sunshine, Olive. A seven-year old kid whose dream is to be a beauty queen. The first step is winning the Little Miss Sunshine pageant which drove the family to California.

This 2006 film was directed by Jonathan Dayton and Valerie Faris. It was written by Michael Arndt.

Personal Review:

What is amazing about this story is that we can connect to the characters. Though these characters seems a little bit odd for a family but it does exist It seems so real that it is like we are just looking out of our windows and seeing our neighbors or maybe it happens in our homes.

I would give it 8/10. A good performance from a cute kid. Abigail did really well.

My brother stalled 4 disk drives in my PC. We use it as storage. Anything we want to keep a copy of like movies, ebooks, pictures and games. Since disk spaces are limited to a certain amount like 80GB, 120GB and videos, files eats up like 1MB least? So we need to free some space for future reason.

I’ll be starting at my favorite zone. Yeah, I have a favorite space. It is my Movie space where I saved all my downloaded movies from the internet. Well, I will surely miss those movies. So, just for a memorabilia, I’ll be creating some personal reviews about those movies. ..I’ll start may be after this post.

Have a good one guys!

12:00nn, I departed to work. 12:40pm arrival time. The office looks the same as how it looks like yesterday. The same faces of people around the floor and the same mood.

Need to work on 35 cases. Around 4:00pm, I felt sleepy. Around 5:36pm, I went out to feel the air outside the office. It is really cold inside and my tummy started to ache. Jorich and Sheena came for a pep talk and then left.

I sat down my chair, face the monitor and started answering the 10 cases left.

Around 6:59pm, I have answered all cases. Now I am bored. Nothing to do. Sleepy. Alone. Hungry. I want to go home. Eat. Sleep. Wake up the next day and see how it goes for that day. Huhay!

That was the first encounter where I forced my body to take out whatever I took in using my index finger.

The second was during a friend’s son’s birthday. After a tequila night, I purged. First I thought, I was having a symptoms of being bulimic but thanks to my friends, it made clear that I am not.

Then the third time was during a videoke session with, again, these friends and some of my friends’ friends who ended to be my friends. I tried hiding it, but pretty sure it was obvious that I was drunk. I frequently visited the rest room just to puke until I can puke no more.

Now, everytime I eat, I feel like throwing up. I have to eat for nurishment but I want throw up because my body does not want to take it in. Still I need to eat. Tried asking for some friends of what this shit I am in but they seem to have no idea. I am not bulimic nor anorhexic. I don’t have any idea too!

O dear, hope this goes away tomorrow. T_T

I’m really not a fan of American series. Does not even know who the hell was the “Gossip Girl” ’til I saw her movie “When in Rome” one day out of boredom. Never got a glimpse of Glee ’til I heard Charice Pempengco would be on its Season 2 (I’m gonna watch it this time). I was just getting lazy around Facebook when an Ad shows “Fringe” with an image of Joshua Jackson and a lady not really familiar to me.

I first saw Joshua in Dawson’s Creek but never seen a single episode of that series. All I know is Katie Holmes got popular because of that series. Then I don’t know where else I saw Joshua next. I kinda like him though.

Now let us go back to Fringe. The reason why I am blogging about this series is that, it is more of a combination of what I like in a story. Like the books Dan Brown wrote, it is more like base on factual evidence and results but actually it is not. Maybe that is the reason why they call it Sci-Fi.

Just finished watching Season 1 and I got hooked up. (Amm.. just to tell you upfront, I am not going to tell you or give you a synopsis of the story. I am just going to state why I like it. More like a review of why and how but not the story itself. I don’t want to be a spoiler like Mr. Wiki. )

Why I like Fringe?

Because it is still on its second season. I like Joshua Jackson and John Noble and Anna Torv looks stiff but she fits the character of Olivia Dunham though. I like Walter Bishop’s quotes and how Astrid memorized his line. I like Gene the cow and how colorful it was on the episode called Brown Betty.

There are many things you sure you can’t afford to miss in this series.

It is really worth the time watching. I am almost done with the 2nd season and I can’t wait for the 3rd season.

Characters:

Olivia/Bolivia Dunham- Anna Torv

Peter Bishop – Joshua Jackson

Walter Bishop – John Noble

Philip Broyles -  Lance Reddick

Nina Sharp – Blair Brown

Jasika Nicole – Astrid Farnsworth

Na stress ako kaya di na ako nagtext kahit kanino na boring ang araw ko. Ayaw ko na munang lumabas nang bahay kasi nakakastress at natakot din ako sa balitang may nanunusok daw. Nanunusok nang karayom na may HIV. If it is true or not? Hell I don’t know but it is better na alert ka kasi 10 years mo pa malalaman na meron ka nung sakit na yun noh? 10 years from now 33 pa ako and its still an age na dapat alam mo na ang life di dapat alam muna na ma e-end ang life mo.

Kaya sa bahay lang muna ako. Laro muna nang Cafe World sa Facebook. Wala naman kasi akong ibang isipin na laruin. Gusto ko ang Plants VS Zombies pero not now. It requires more time. Konte lang ang oras ko dapat na maglaro ang gagawa pa ako nang iba pang dapat kong gawin.

Level 62 pa ako. 75 advanced ka na daw. Di ko naman kasi updated ang larong to eh.  Pag wala lang talaga akong magawa sa katitingin sa Facebook account ko. Ayan. Snapshot below.

I thought I was exclusively loving this guy whom I adored so much that I forgot it was wrong. Then this other guy came and I fell for him. Now, I know I am in love. And I love entertaining the emotion. I have not felt it for a long time.

The guy does not know that I am falling for him. Gosh, it was just a stupid crush. Then I just realized it one day that I love him. But I don’t want him to know. I don’t want him to feel anything. I just want to entertain my feeling but not his. In short..I don’t want to get hurt. I am just enjoying the fact that this heart can still beat. That someone and not the coffee made it palpitate. Naks! I am enjoying it.

I’ll blog about this feeling. I’ll share it to everyone who bumps into this page the story of my one side romance. The “pakilig” effects. So So HIGH SCHOOL.

Jah bless this love.. !!

Come to think of it, I just thought I was. I was not. It was not love after all. May be it was just a mere infatuation mistaken for love.

Just got my head bruised right now. Done thinking of how it went like it was love but it was not. I should have thought harder.

UBEC’s gonna hit the beach and I am here inside the four corners of my room thinking ways to escape. Do I have to? Can I do that? Can I leave my mother knowing nothing about my whereabouts? Oh, shit.. My brain is hurting and why am I listening to this MANIC MONDAY music? It is not even Monday! OH DEAR!

I asked few friends. First person.. Zoe..

Calling ZOE…………..

Connected to Zoe:

“Adik, adto tag Sta. Fe nah? Uli lang tah dayon. Hoy!”

Call was ended

I don’t know if I ended it or she did or just the connection.

Second person. Emman. YM conversation.

Legends:

Crookey (meme)

Emman (lotsoj)

Emman advised me not to go. So that is a vote for not going. I need more people!

Third person. Adolfo. This time it is text messaging. But it is much confidential to post it here so all in all. He advised me to follow my heart. What I want to do and then learn from whatever consequences it may give me. But then, as I was explaining to him the situation, I just realized I should never be going. There are things that needs to be done and one of it is staying behind. BUT I STILL WANT TO GO!

Then Zoe came in. The line “Gasto ka ig Team Building next week, gasto napud ka karon.” Oh. That is it. I know it is not about money but it matters. I do not go off wasting my money. So I decided to stay. Eat pork with Miguel. Good thing I got Miguel by my side.